Lisa Marie Presley Blog!
Here is the Lisa Marie Presley Myspace Blog post about Michael Jackson’s death. Lisa Maria Presley’s blog post covers details about her and Michael Jackson never revealed, until now.
In her own incredible words Lisa Marie writes as follows:
“Years ago Michael and I were having a deep conversation about life in general.
I can’t recall the exact subject matter but he may have been questioning me about the circumstances of my Fathers Death.
At some point he paused, he stared at me very intensely and he stated with an almost calm certainty, “I am afraid that I am going to end up like him, the way he did.”
I promptly tried to deter him from the idea, at which point he just shrugged his shoulders and nodded almost matter of fact as if to let me know, he knew what he knew and that was kind of that.
14 years later I am sitting here watching on the news an ambulance leaves the driveway of his home, the big gates, the crowds outside the gates, the coverage, the crowds outside the hospital, the Cause of death and what may have led up to it and the memory of this conversation hit me, as did the unstoppable tears.
A predicted ending by him, by loved ones and by me, but what I didn’t predict was how much it was going to hurt when it finally happened.
The person I failed to help is being transferred right now to the LA County Coroners office for his Autopsy.
All of my indifference and detachment that I worked so hard to achieve over the years has just gone into the bowels of hell and right now I am gutted.
I am going to say now what I have never said before because I want the truth out there for once.
Our relationship was not “a sham” as is being reported in the press. It was an unusual relationship yes, where two unusual people who did not live or know a “Normal life” found a connection, perhaps with some suspect timing on his part. Nonetheless, I do believe he loved me as much as he could love anyone and I loved him very much.
I wanted to “save him” I wanted to save him from the inevitable which is what has just happened.
His family and his loved ones also wanted to save him from this as well but didn’t know how and this was 14 years ago. We all worried that this would be the outcome then.
At that time, In trying to save him, I almost lost myself.
He was an incredibly dynamic force and power that was not to be underestimated.
When he used it for something good, It was the best and when he used it for something bad, It was really, REALLY bad.
Mediocrity was not a concept that would even for a second enter Michael Jackson’s being or actions.
I became very ill and emotionally/ spiritually exhausted in my quest to save him from certain self-destructive behavior and from the awful vampires and leeches he would always manage to magnetize around him.
I was in over my head while trying.
I had my children to care for, I had to make a decision.
The hardest decision I have ever had to make, which was to walk away and let his fate have him, even though I desperately loved him and tried to stop or reverse it somehow.
After the Divorce, I spent a few years obsessing about him and what I could have done different, in regret.
Then I spent some angry years at the whole situation.
At some point, I truly became Indifferent, until now.
As I sit here overwhelmed with sadness, reflection and confusion at what was my biggest failure to date, watching on the news almost play by play The exact Scenario I saw happen on August 16th, 1977 happening again right now with Michael (A sight I never wanted to see again) just as he predicted, I am truly, truly gutted.
Any ill experience or words I have felt towards him in the past has just died inside of me along with him.
He was an amazing person and I am lucky to have gotten as close to him as I did and to have had the many experiences and years that we had together.
I desperately hope that he can be relieved from his pain, pressure and turmoil now.
He deserves to be free from all of that and I hope he is in a better place or will be.
I also hope that anyone else who feels they have failed to help him can be set free because he hopefully finally is.
The World is in shock but somehow he knew exactly how his fate would be played out some day more than anyone else knew, and he was right.
I really needed to say this right now, thanks for listening.
~LMP”
LALATE has always adored Lisa Marie, both as an artist and as person. An incredible person.
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on June 28th, 2009 at 2:00 pm
You might wanna try drugs and a lot of them. M/J was the scum of the earth & I thank God everyday for taking him, because now the children he would have abused are safe. Anyone who would have a relationship with this man is no better than he was. You make me want to vomit. May God be as good to you, as He was to Michael.
on June 29th, 2009 at 3:21 am
I feel sorry for you Lori!. Micheal was a very confused and lonely person. I do not believe any of the allegations about abuse to children. Quite the opposite. I believe Micheal was a kind and emotionally imature person which led to some of his actions being misconstrued or simply twisted for the gains of others. Micheal has had to deal with this behaviour from others all his life and has never been very good at it. He was a pure hearted person and found it very diificult (actually impossible) to have any kind of normal relationship, be it friednship or more. His passing has left a hole in the world and I for one feel very sad that the truth about him will be tainted by the greed of others…….not for me and for millions of others though who believe he was misled and manipulated by others all his life. Lisa…..you tried as hard if not harder than anyone could to help him, as you said you should be glad that you had the chance, many of us never even got close enough to say anything that might have helped….ultimately though the direction his life took was based on his choices. He was a beautiful man both inside and out (you only have to look at his early stuff…..wow…..and im not gay!) who slowly tore himself apart….inside and out. I will forever look at the waste of life which started many many years ago and has only finally gone. He will live on and on like the greats do!! Rest in eternal piece Micheal and know you will always be with those who matter!
Rob
on July 23rd, 2009 at 12:43 am
Lisa Marie, Michael was loved as much as your father. Both were great men who got lost in this world. Michael was basically a little boy inside a mans body and he will be greatly missed. As your father still is to this day. God Bless you for what you tried to do for Michael, but it was his choice to go the route he went. You did what you could.
on July 23rd, 2009 at 12:54 am
Also I believe his path was set by his father. I feel for the entire family for what they had to go through with Joe Jackson, even now I believe him to be a media whore who is still trying to ride his sons coattails. Watching his interviews on television makes my stomach turn. It’s like one big circus for Joe Jackson. Unfortunately his son was damaged well before you married him and there was really nothing you could do to save him. Move ahead with your life and be happy. You deserve it.
on August 16th, 2009 at 5:06 pm
Lisa-Marie i´m sure you did all that you could for him, when you where married. And as you said you had your children to care about. And in the end it was Michaels choise, how to live his life. And it’s so sad the way it went, i’m thinking about his children. But in the end, he had an amazing talent, and he will always be rememberd for it. And i must say i feel sorry for this Lori to, dosen’t she know that all they say in newspaper and the media isn’t always the truth. Have a wonderful life with your family Lisa-Marie.
on August 22nd, 2009 at 12:52 am
please write a book about your relationship with him…we will be allways gratefull!!! please write a book!!!!
on September 11th, 2009 at 1:15 pm
Liza voce foi guerreira, voce foi amada, voce foi forte e é forte, te admiro e posso sintir a sua dor… É como diz um velho ditado… “Se voce quer ajudar uma pesso, sinta a dor que ela etsá sentindo primeiro”. E pesso mto com todo o ,eu coraçao que nossa amado e eterno DEUS venha te dar mtas forças, e paz de espírito! Michael jackson, sei que ele foi feliz ao seu lado, mas infelismente ele se deichou levar pelos outro, e jamais se sinta cupada, pois nem um ser humano da terra podia salva-lo e sim somente DEUS, uma pessa tinha que ser usado por DEUS para saber falar as palavras sertas p/ michael e fazer as coisas sertas. Infelismente o mundo perdeu um enorme artista e o mais importante uma enorme pessoa, eu não gosto de michael pelas suas “musicas” e sim tbm pela pessoa que ele era, pela pessoa forte e corajosa e ele sempre será essa pessoa aqui dentro de meu coraçaõ!!! Voce Liza foi forte e é forte… Saiba que DEUS jamais nos da carga que não possamos carregar!!!
Seu que o meu DEUS agora é quem cuidará de nosso Michael Jackson!!!
Michael Jackson sempre lembrado, jamais esquecido!!!